“It’s a question of finding a particular kind of music that’s moving and entertaining for us. Also perverse in that after all these years we still can’t play the instruments properly, so it’s a question of making the kind of sounds we want, by what ever means we can, that get us as close as we can to expressing what we’ve got in our heads.”

This is from an interview with Coil from quite a few years back. This real describes my situation when it comes to music creation. Im usually more focused on producing my vision than I am worried about being a “talented musician”.